As I placed my cell phone on the charger by my bed I immediately felt a sense of guilt. I didn’t recall the last time I had been out with the girls. Although getting married and then having three kids had certainly cut down on the number of “friends” I have, I still have a few. I know having healthy relationships with like-minded women is healthy for me but the issue is-hanging out without feeling guilty for it.
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Hey mamas! It’s Janisa, and if you all follow me personally then you know that this is about to be a funny story.
I decided to share since I was being asked so many questions about how I broke my toe in Target... yea I know... and not just any toe, but the pinky toe! In my 30 years of existence I’ve never broken anything until now. How is it possible that growing up as an athlete and a pretty active child but I never broke anything until, mom life. Only a few moms will admit that seeing their child grow up is painful. Of course I don’t mean physically painful but emotionally they are growing up and the kisses they used to flood your faces with are now limited to maybe one and that one you have to steal as they hurry off to join their friends.
I will never forget the day I tried to help Tj up the steps one night he was about 3 years old and he looked up at me as he pulled away and said, “mommy ... I got it.. I’m a big boy I don’t need your help.” He didn’t mean any harm by it but I cried to his father that night and told him I wanted to have another baby...*insert positive pregnancy test a month later* we were pregnant again. |